hey!im thirsty!

wow i feel as if i m fasting....hmm...

today take sec 2 for lance corporal test.last day w them:(

hmm...tekan them abit cuz they kind of dissapointin:(

go hm.feelin tired.eat.use laptop.chat w shazli.he complainin how he had to make hi cadet hold up their hand for 10mins n teach them 2 hrs to kekanan lurus.

i look at myelf n reflect.
tat time i c myself.the flirt.nt serious abt relationship.
nw i look at myself.i tell myself im nt worthy of any relationship.
agin my pyschic ''power'' i right.mayb bcuz i was hurt?mayb bcum those that trust me w their love i kind of betray.
reli ppl i regret it.
mayb its bcuz i kip telin myself tat i wud b alone in future.yeah i kind of close w gals till bt nt like b4.
hy n me...we v v v..weird.i donoe how say.still.
wan yu one special lady tat f me off for wat im doin.all i cud say was sori.
oh me n wan yu is nt couple.she f me off for wat im doin to...cough*

ok.mayb also bcuz...i dowan my cadets to hv relationship?
khalid khalid...mepek eh