i don noe what to do AFter np p.o.p.it seems s if i gt no more direction...only studies...300+ more question to go.
alot of interesting thing happen for the past few days...
today was special??
i said i gave up...i mis everything n everyone...but something made me think again...
b4 that i wan say thanks to Nurul nadia 4 the lovely food she specially whip up 4 me.thank damn nice.
test was omg but eng period very fun!gt fight in class n im very happy abt it!at last!
when going home my BROs tell me to visit vellan bt i gt no time...actually i nv go hm...wlk arnd?then some1 sms me n tel me abt her prob wan me 2 act s her...haix...
scared to make a decision...
while waiting 4 bus a chinese man approached me...i believe he is partially blind cos her came to me,talk to me bt wen i tlk he said he cnt c whether i boi or not he just say excuse me n something like that...he needed help to know when bus no. 7 cum...so i prayed that 7 will cum b4 my bus...i noe he needed help n i noe im responsible over him??
shortly the bus 7 came.help him gt on the bus n look at him.a lady gave up a seat 4 him:)gd thing thr is some gd soul left in the world.i realise something...im not so unfortunate after all...i actually believe in ending everything...bt tis guy changes my heart...seeing how independent he is i gt e courage to 'stand up' again.i hope the man gt to his destination safely...
i respect him:)the man hu cnt c anything bt hope in his life...
Jul 30, 2009
Jul 26, 2009
wat is happening?
i dont understand everything that is happening to me now.what should i do?when u said that i began to think?i m losing something i noe it.what is goin to happen now?i just c darknest ahead.i cnt c even a light.what should i do?thr is no more purpose 4 me to carry on right?in two days i lost everything that i keep in my heart...np...my squad...ect...
i shuld not hv started it!i hate it!i just wanna b the past...or cn i just disappear?last time i went home early..i wlk arnd hougang i followed lifang n julia hm...wanted to tlk 2 some1...bt noe 1 did..my luckystar is not here neither is my heart...some1 told me she luv me...im scared...
should i restart?or should i stop n go off?kumar told me to stay w no1 bt i...i even start to do tings i hate!sec3 saw wat i did n ask...i cnt ans them...
every1 seems to gv up...should i?onli rh is ok w me...cn some1 tel me sometin?i wan a life bt i gt hell...im just sorry...
i think the day is coming...my hand start again...sorry ppl i lied abt something...my life is full of secret bt so r u right?
i shuld not hv started it!i hate it!i just wanna b the past...or cn i just disappear?last time i went home early..i wlk arnd hougang i followed lifang n julia hm...wanted to tlk 2 some1...bt noe 1 did..my luckystar is not here neither is my heart...some1 told me she luv me...im scared...
should i restart?or should i stop n go off?kumar told me to stay w no1 bt i...i even start to do tings i hate!sec3 saw wat i did n ask...i cnt ans them...
every1 seems to gv up...should i?onli rh is ok w me...cn some1 tel me sometin?i wan a life bt i gt hell...im just sorry...
i think the day is coming...my hand start again...sorry ppl i lied abt something...my life is full of secret bt so r u right?
Jul 25, 2009
P.O.P 25th-07-2009
arrive at sch at 7 very bored wlk arnd.went in sch n saw the sec 1.they were very cute all shout KHALID SIR!!hehe
some nco was late bt i kip doin rehearsal w H.O.i was so nervous that when the real parade started i actually tremble.s***.
the perfomance was great.i cnt deny this new batch of nco has done well.nearly cried when sec 2 perform gd thing i gt to hold back me tears.it was touching moment too wen the clip was shown.i hope u ppl post it on youtube!i want watch!
take pic with ppl(pic still cnt post on blogspot check out at facebook i love it!)
receiving the BEST UNIT CADET make everything meaningfull for me.but this award i will not consider it s mine onli bcuz every individual in my squad have something gd in them n i would just take it that im the lucky one.one pic i take w yixiong is what i meant by this previous line.i share it w every1.
after that go to east coast...but separated from every1 onli me,father,ahkong,brother and the horny boy went home...thnks again ppl...its was a lurli memories
some nco was late bt i kip doin rehearsal w H.O.i was so nervous that when the real parade started i actually tremble.s***.
the perfomance was great.i cnt deny this new batch of nco has done well.nearly cried when sec 2 perform gd thing i gt to hold back me tears.it was touching moment too wen the clip was shown.i hope u ppl post it on youtube!i want watch!
take pic with ppl(pic still cnt post on blogspot check out at facebook i love it!)
receiving the BEST UNIT CADET make everything meaningfull for me.but this award i will not consider it s mine onli bcuz every individual in my squad have something gd in them n i would just take it that im the lucky one.one pic i take w yixiong is what i meant by this previous line.i share it w every1.
after that go to east coast...but separated from every1 onli me,father,ahkong,brother and the horny boy went home...thnks again ppl...its was a lurli memories
my grandfather story.
Sec 1 i hated coming to np.being anti social i hate being around my mates.
sec 2 i began to be bonded with them.
sec 3 i became a total new person.Standing on the diers shouting commands on Eve of ndp
it was my bestest memories.i would not be the commander if my squadmates nv show those face telling me they support me:)
sec 4 came just like that n now i have past out.achieve too many things that i cnt write everthing out.i just want to say thx.
sec 2 i began to be bonded with them.
sec 3 i became a total new person.Standing on the diers shouting commands on Eve of ndp
it was my bestest memories.i would not be the commander if my squadmates nv show those face telling me they support me:)
sec 4 came just like that n now i have past out.achieve too many things that i cnt write everthing out.i just want to say thx.
to my squad
thank you for being very good to me.Teliing me im the great NCO was very nice of you guys.
The first day i take you guys i have told you guys im going to change you guys.From girl to a lady and a boy to young gentlemen.I always wanted to work with the best and i got it.It is n honor to work with you guys.all those memories will be in my heart n mind forever.
The first day i take you guys i have told you guys im going to change you guys.From girl to a lady and a boy to young gentlemen.I always wanted to work with the best and i got it.It is n honor to work with you guys.all those memories will be in my heart n mind forever.
to My dear squadmates
Rouhui,
My head and my sis.Thanks for being patience and for being with me throughout my npcc career.being the Unit provost,you have acheive alot which i think no other female cadet can do.with your cheerfull and lovely eyes you can melt our hearts when we are angry.you was also the one that bonded us together.
Shafiq,
A good brother and a good squadmate.many times have i think about quiting but you help me to get back to np.helping me in everything i do thank you.
Nabil,
A great joker and friend.the smile in our squad and teh slacker at first.when i was bored, u lift up my spirit with your horny jokes thank you
khairiah,
thanks for always arguing with me.Because of it i had my fun in np.When i had no hope in doing something you will be the one telling me i can do it.
Rosma,
thnks and sorry that i irritate you alot.Thanks for being the one to shout at my ear to tell me im wrong.
Huda,
being a 'bully' in the squad you help me to have self control and thats very important.thank you.
Jon lim,
the slacker,i never thought you would participate in the p.o.p.thank you.
Priya,
thank you for never ever scold me for anything.you always tell me i cn do it n im right.
jon chu,
thnks for being a gd logist.sorry for what i had done to you and thnks for forgiving me.
Soon lam,
the cool boy i ever met.those smile you give me have lift up my spirit and thanks for telling me 'it is ok khalid'
Douheng,
the father of the squad.when i want to make trouble with girls n our squad you were the one to advise and sit beside me to talk to me.
Xiang yi,
being my partner you help me with the admin stuff.you know that im nt gd in admin and there you r like my fairy godmother.
Yixiong,
u nearly quited n i gt to pull u back thx for being a VERY gd fried to me.
Jia wei,
my buddy and my fierce competitor.a very gd cadet n a gd squadmate.we gt our history nv thot we wud b huggin just nw.
Shairazi,
the slackers bt once in awhile you were the one to be beside me n helping me to go forward.
thank you all my GREAT squadmayes and thanks for the support!
My head and my sis.Thanks for being patience and for being with me throughout my npcc career.being the Unit provost,you have acheive alot which i think no other female cadet can do.with your cheerfull and lovely eyes you can melt our hearts when we are angry.you was also the one that bonded us together.
Shafiq,
A good brother and a good squadmate.many times have i think about quiting but you help me to get back to np.helping me in everything i do thank you.
Nabil,
A great joker and friend.the smile in our squad and teh slacker at first.when i was bored, u lift up my spirit with your horny jokes thank you
khairiah,
thanks for always arguing with me.Because of it i had my fun in np.When i had no hope in doing something you will be the one telling me i can do it.
Rosma,
thnks and sorry that i irritate you alot.Thanks for being the one to shout at my ear to tell me im wrong.
Huda,
being a 'bully' in the squad you help me to have self control and thats very important.thank you.
Jon lim,
the slacker,i never thought you would participate in the p.o.p.thank you.
Priya,
thank you for never ever scold me for anything.you always tell me i cn do it n im right.
jon chu,
thnks for being a gd logist.sorry for what i had done to you and thnks for forgiving me.
Soon lam,
the cool boy i ever met.those smile you give me have lift up my spirit and thanks for telling me 'it is ok khalid'
Douheng,
the father of the squad.when i want to make trouble with girls n our squad you were the one to advise and sit beside me to talk to me.
Xiang yi,
being my partner you help me with the admin stuff.you know that im nt gd in admin and there you r like my fairy godmother.
Yixiong,
u nearly quited n i gt to pull u back thx for being a VERY gd fried to me.
Jia wei,
my buddy and my fierce competitor.a very gd cadet n a gd squadmate.we gt our history nv thot we wud b huggin just nw.
Shairazi,
the slackers bt once in awhile you were the one to be beside me n helping me to go forward.
thank you all my GREAT squadmayes and thanks for the support!
Passing out parade
Firstly i would like to say a thousand thank you to those who went for mmy Squad passing out parade.there were c**k up here and there but i believe everyone had a great time.
Before i start my granfather story i would like to thanks few group and individual people.
O.C unit n T.Os,
i would like to thanks this group of people because they were the one who have help me up wen i was down.Especially Mrs li,when i got trouble with a discipline case she was there for me.sitting beside me counselling me and talk my parents.Giving me hope and confidence.
The HO n CIs,
being an nco was not as easy as i use to see but this group of people have assisted and guided me through my Nco career.especially just now when i stumbble on something they gave me the confidence and tell me that i can do it.The H.O has help me to aim futher and CIs were guiding me through everything.
Farhan sir and Sharina ma'am are the people that help me alot too.my squad has treated farhan sir as one of us but he was the so called unsung hero as he were the one that cheers us up and when i fought with my squadmates he was the middle man.Sharina ma'am was there for me when i needed encouragement.She edited on how i shout my command and never say i fail.Always telling me"khAalid u cn do it!Come on!"
Thanks people
Before i start my granfather story i would like to thanks few group and individual people.
O.C unit n T.Os,
i would like to thanks this group of people because they were the one who have help me up wen i was down.Especially Mrs li,when i got trouble with a discipline case she was there for me.sitting beside me counselling me and talk my parents.Giving me hope and confidence.
The HO n CIs,
being an nco was not as easy as i use to see but this group of people have assisted and guided me through my Nco career.especially just now when i stumbble on something they gave me the confidence and tell me that i can do it.The H.O has help me to aim futher and CIs were guiding me through everything.
Farhan sir and Sharina ma'am are the people that help me alot too.my squad has treated farhan sir as one of us but he was the so called unsung hero as he were the one that cheers us up and when i fought with my squadmates he was the middle man.Sharina ma'am was there for me when i needed encouragement.She edited on how i shout my command and never say i fail.Always telling me"khAalid u cn do it!Come on!"
Thanks people
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