i don noe what to do AFter np p.o.p.it seems s if i gt no more direction...only studies...300+ more question to go.
alot of interesting thing happen for the past few days...
today was special??
i said i gave up...i mis everything n everyone...but something made me think again...
b4 that i wan say thanks to Nurul nadia 4 the lovely food she specially whip up 4 me.thank damn nice.
test was omg but eng period very fun!gt fight in class n im very happy abt it!at last!
when going home my BROs tell me to visit vellan bt i gt no time...actually i nv go hm...wlk arnd?then some1 sms me n tel me abt her prob wan me 2 act s her...haix...
scared to make a decision...
while waiting 4 bus a chinese man approached me...i believe he is partially blind cos her came to me,talk to me bt wen i tlk he said he cnt c whether i boi or not he just say excuse me n something like that...he needed help to know when bus no. 7 cum...so i prayed that 7 will cum b4 my bus...i noe he needed help n i noe im responsible over him??
shortly the bus 7 came.help him gt on the bus n look at him.a lady gave up a seat 4 him:)gd thing thr is some gd soul left in the world.i realise something...im not so unfortunate after all...i actually believe in ending everything...bt tis guy changes my heart...seeing how independent he is i gt e courage to 'stand up' again.i hope the man gt to his destination safely...
i respect him:)the man hu cnt c anything bt hope in his life...
Jul 30, 2009
Jul 26, 2009
wat is happening?
i dont understand everything that is happening to me now.what should i do?when u said that i began to think?i m losing something i noe it.what is goin to happen now?i just c darknest ahead.i cnt c even a light.what should i do?thr is no more purpose 4 me to carry on right?in two days i lost everything that i keep in my heart...np...my squad...ect...
i shuld not hv started it!i hate it!i just wanna b the past...or cn i just disappear?last time i went home early..i wlk arnd hougang i followed lifang n julia hm...wanted to tlk 2 some1...bt noe 1 did..my luckystar is not here neither is my heart...some1 told me she luv me...im scared...
should i restart?or should i stop n go off?kumar told me to stay w no1 bt i...i even start to do tings i hate!sec3 saw wat i did n ask...i cnt ans them...
every1 seems to gv up...should i?onli rh is ok w me...cn some1 tel me sometin?i wan a life bt i gt hell...im just sorry...
i think the day is coming...my hand start again...sorry ppl i lied abt something...my life is full of secret bt so r u right?
i shuld not hv started it!i hate it!i just wanna b the past...or cn i just disappear?last time i went home early..i wlk arnd hougang i followed lifang n julia hm...wanted to tlk 2 some1...bt noe 1 did..my luckystar is not here neither is my heart...some1 told me she luv me...im scared...
should i restart?or should i stop n go off?kumar told me to stay w no1 bt i...i even start to do tings i hate!sec3 saw wat i did n ask...i cnt ans them...
every1 seems to gv up...should i?onli rh is ok w me...cn some1 tel me sometin?i wan a life bt i gt hell...im just sorry...
i think the day is coming...my hand start again...sorry ppl i lied abt something...my life is full of secret bt so r u right?
Jul 25, 2009
P.O.P 25th-07-2009
arrive at sch at 7 very bored wlk arnd.went in sch n saw the sec 1.they were very cute all shout KHALID SIR!!hehe
some nco was late bt i kip doin rehearsal w H.O.i was so nervous that when the real parade started i actually tremble.s***.
the perfomance was great.i cnt deny this new batch of nco has done well.nearly cried when sec 2 perform gd thing i gt to hold back me tears.it was touching moment too wen the clip was shown.i hope u ppl post it on youtube!i want watch!
take pic with ppl(pic still cnt post on blogspot check out at facebook i love it!)
receiving the BEST UNIT CADET make everything meaningfull for me.but this award i will not consider it s mine onli bcuz every individual in my squad have something gd in them n i would just take it that im the lucky one.one pic i take w yixiong is what i meant by this previous line.i share it w every1.
after that go to east coast...but separated from every1 onli me,father,ahkong,brother and the horny boy went home...thnks again ppl...its was a lurli memories
some nco was late bt i kip doin rehearsal w H.O.i was so nervous that when the real parade started i actually tremble.s***.
the perfomance was great.i cnt deny this new batch of nco has done well.nearly cried when sec 2 perform gd thing i gt to hold back me tears.it was touching moment too wen the clip was shown.i hope u ppl post it on youtube!i want watch!
take pic with ppl(pic still cnt post on blogspot check out at facebook i love it!)
receiving the BEST UNIT CADET make everything meaningfull for me.but this award i will not consider it s mine onli bcuz every individual in my squad have something gd in them n i would just take it that im the lucky one.one pic i take w yixiong is what i meant by this previous line.i share it w every1.
after that go to east coast...but separated from every1 onli me,father,ahkong,brother and the horny boy went home...thnks again ppl...its was a lurli memories
my grandfather story.
Sec 1 i hated coming to np.being anti social i hate being around my mates.
sec 2 i began to be bonded with them.
sec 3 i became a total new person.Standing on the diers shouting commands on Eve of ndp
it was my bestest memories.i would not be the commander if my squadmates nv show those face telling me they support me:)
sec 4 came just like that n now i have past out.achieve too many things that i cnt write everthing out.i just want to say thx.
sec 2 i began to be bonded with them.
sec 3 i became a total new person.Standing on the diers shouting commands on Eve of ndp
it was my bestest memories.i would not be the commander if my squadmates nv show those face telling me they support me:)
sec 4 came just like that n now i have past out.achieve too many things that i cnt write everthing out.i just want to say thx.
to my squad
thank you for being very good to me.Teliing me im the great NCO was very nice of you guys.
The first day i take you guys i have told you guys im going to change you guys.From girl to a lady and a boy to young gentlemen.I always wanted to work with the best and i got it.It is n honor to work with you guys.all those memories will be in my heart n mind forever.
The first day i take you guys i have told you guys im going to change you guys.From girl to a lady and a boy to young gentlemen.I always wanted to work with the best and i got it.It is n honor to work with you guys.all those memories will be in my heart n mind forever.
to My dear squadmates
Rouhui,
My head and my sis.Thanks for being patience and for being with me throughout my npcc career.being the Unit provost,you have acheive alot which i think no other female cadet can do.with your cheerfull and lovely eyes you can melt our hearts when we are angry.you was also the one that bonded us together.
Shafiq,
A good brother and a good squadmate.many times have i think about quiting but you help me to get back to np.helping me in everything i do thank you.
Nabil,
A great joker and friend.the smile in our squad and teh slacker at first.when i was bored, u lift up my spirit with your horny jokes thank you
khairiah,
thanks for always arguing with me.Because of it i had my fun in np.When i had no hope in doing something you will be the one telling me i can do it.
Rosma,
thnks and sorry that i irritate you alot.Thanks for being the one to shout at my ear to tell me im wrong.
Huda,
being a 'bully' in the squad you help me to have self control and thats very important.thank you.
Jon lim,
the slacker,i never thought you would participate in the p.o.p.thank you.
Priya,
thank you for never ever scold me for anything.you always tell me i cn do it n im right.
jon chu,
thnks for being a gd logist.sorry for what i had done to you and thnks for forgiving me.
Soon lam,
the cool boy i ever met.those smile you give me have lift up my spirit and thanks for telling me 'it is ok khalid'
Douheng,
the father of the squad.when i want to make trouble with girls n our squad you were the one to advise and sit beside me to talk to me.
Xiang yi,
being my partner you help me with the admin stuff.you know that im nt gd in admin and there you r like my fairy godmother.
Yixiong,
u nearly quited n i gt to pull u back thx for being a VERY gd fried to me.
Jia wei,
my buddy and my fierce competitor.a very gd cadet n a gd squadmate.we gt our history nv thot we wud b huggin just nw.
Shairazi,
the slackers bt once in awhile you were the one to be beside me n helping me to go forward.
thank you all my GREAT squadmayes and thanks for the support!
My head and my sis.Thanks for being patience and for being with me throughout my npcc career.being the Unit provost,you have acheive alot which i think no other female cadet can do.with your cheerfull and lovely eyes you can melt our hearts when we are angry.you was also the one that bonded us together.
Shafiq,
A good brother and a good squadmate.many times have i think about quiting but you help me to get back to np.helping me in everything i do thank you.
Nabil,
A great joker and friend.the smile in our squad and teh slacker at first.when i was bored, u lift up my spirit with your horny jokes thank you
khairiah,
thanks for always arguing with me.Because of it i had my fun in np.When i had no hope in doing something you will be the one telling me i can do it.
Rosma,
thnks and sorry that i irritate you alot.Thanks for being the one to shout at my ear to tell me im wrong.
Huda,
being a 'bully' in the squad you help me to have self control and thats very important.thank you.
Jon lim,
the slacker,i never thought you would participate in the p.o.p.thank you.
Priya,
thank you for never ever scold me for anything.you always tell me i cn do it n im right.
jon chu,
thnks for being a gd logist.sorry for what i had done to you and thnks for forgiving me.
Soon lam,
the cool boy i ever met.those smile you give me have lift up my spirit and thanks for telling me 'it is ok khalid'
Douheng,
the father of the squad.when i want to make trouble with girls n our squad you were the one to advise and sit beside me to talk to me.
Xiang yi,
being my partner you help me with the admin stuff.you know that im nt gd in admin and there you r like my fairy godmother.
Yixiong,
u nearly quited n i gt to pull u back thx for being a VERY gd fried to me.
Jia wei,
my buddy and my fierce competitor.a very gd cadet n a gd squadmate.we gt our history nv thot we wud b huggin just nw.
Shairazi,
the slackers bt once in awhile you were the one to be beside me n helping me to go forward.
thank you all my GREAT squadmayes and thanks for the support!
Passing out parade
Firstly i would like to say a thousand thank you to those who went for mmy Squad passing out parade.there were c**k up here and there but i believe everyone had a great time.
Before i start my granfather story i would like to thanks few group and individual people.
O.C unit n T.Os,
i would like to thanks this group of people because they were the one who have help me up wen i was down.Especially Mrs li,when i got trouble with a discipline case she was there for me.sitting beside me counselling me and talk my parents.Giving me hope and confidence.
The HO n CIs,
being an nco was not as easy as i use to see but this group of people have assisted and guided me through my Nco career.especially just now when i stumbble on something they gave me the confidence and tell me that i can do it.The H.O has help me to aim futher and CIs were guiding me through everything.
Farhan sir and Sharina ma'am are the people that help me alot too.my squad has treated farhan sir as one of us but he was the so called unsung hero as he were the one that cheers us up and when i fought with my squadmates he was the middle man.Sharina ma'am was there for me when i needed encouragement.She edited on how i shout my command and never say i fail.Always telling me"khAalid u cn do it!Come on!"
Thanks people
Before i start my granfather story i would like to thanks few group and individual people.
O.C unit n T.Os,
i would like to thanks this group of people because they were the one who have help me up wen i was down.Especially Mrs li,when i got trouble with a discipline case she was there for me.sitting beside me counselling me and talk my parents.Giving me hope and confidence.
The HO n CIs,
being an nco was not as easy as i use to see but this group of people have assisted and guided me through my Nco career.especially just now when i stumbble on something they gave me the confidence and tell me that i can do it.The H.O has help me to aim futher and CIs were guiding me through everything.
Farhan sir and Sharina ma'am are the people that help me alot too.my squad has treated farhan sir as one of us but he was the so called unsung hero as he were the one that cheers us up and when i fought with my squadmates he was the middle man.Sharina ma'am was there for me when i needed encouragement.She edited on how i shout my command and never say i fail.Always telling me"khAalid u cn do it!Come on!"
Thanks people
Jul 22, 2009
cb gt probw my com??cnt post pic
haix...wat a day...
was alone in the morning caught a pic of a heart shape cloud.kinda down so sit one corner.wendy n gang saw me gd ting nv c wad happen.first time sia...feel so stupid...
in class suddenli ms normala call!gt 2 use hp in class.ms normala call me 2 cum down 2 mit her.b4 i cn mit her she wlk away gvin ms noraini the e math paper...confuse over wat happen bt gt to noe ms normala c__...
physic gt highest in the 4na or is it just my class???bt i gt quite high..every1 shock...me 2 i nv study...mayb luck...mr tan congratulate...he like 2 call me sergeant khalid bt hy n rosma tel him im alr promoted...he salute me n say sorry staff:Pdamn cute..
after tat gt eng shit-no m.t mr thomas wan show the clip abt boys n gals...i wan watch...bt eng was nt boring onli tat ms chua kacau abt me reading ehem...whr gt...
wanted 2 gv syed birthday bash bt more bcuz was feelin angry...bt he is innocent
cud nt bring myself 2 hit him...wat is bcumin of me?pussy....
mayb its bcuz e f cut on my knuckle bt...
haix...after tat end sch worst ting hapen in my life...gt interrogate 2...CB...
the one hu cnt b name tel me no...wow...cud nt hold it back...wow im puss...
susanti 2day gt L.C....takecare gd luck!all the best!
haix...4 the 1 hu cnt b name sorry....
i reli wan it bt u guys....
chiao
was alone in the morning caught a pic of a heart shape cloud.kinda down so sit one corner.wendy n gang saw me gd ting nv c wad happen.first time sia...feel so stupid...
in class suddenli ms normala call!gt 2 use hp in class.ms normala call me 2 cum down 2 mit her.b4 i cn mit her she wlk away gvin ms noraini the e math paper...confuse over wat happen bt gt to noe ms normala c__...
physic gt highest in the 4na or is it just my class???bt i gt quite high..every1 shock...me 2 i nv study...mayb luck...mr tan congratulate...he like 2 call me sergeant khalid bt hy n rosma tel him im alr promoted...he salute me n say sorry staff:Pdamn cute..
after tat gt eng shit-no m.t mr thomas wan show the clip abt boys n gals...i wan watch...bt eng was nt boring onli tat ms chua kacau abt me reading ehem...whr gt...
wanted 2 gv syed birthday bash bt more bcuz was feelin angry...bt he is innocent
cud nt bring myself 2 hit him...wat is bcumin of me?pussy....
mayb its bcuz e f cut on my knuckle bt...
haix...after tat end sch worst ting hapen in my life...gt interrogate 2...CB...
the one hu cnt b name tel me no...wow...cud nt hold it back...wow im puss...
susanti 2day gt L.C....takecare gd luck!all the best!
haix...4 the 1 hu cnt b name sorry....
i reli wan it bt u guys....
chiao
Jul 21, 2009
i cant post my pic SHIT!!!!!!
2day damn cool.from kallang i was like the center of attraction 2 hougang.mit afiqah bt she nv wear baju kurung first.
go arnd takin pic.(alot of gal take pic tgt they seems more sporting??sayin khalid take pic tgt leh)
gt some compliment.hehe.after tat take some pic w my bro(the pic tat gt 6 ppl inside) also take w isaac(onli) n my fello np NCOs.take pic w nasrah:))then mit indah n she tel me take pic w her..don reli noe her bt she like oe me alot like tat...she tlk 2 me onli twice cos she sec 5 n onli tat time i emo one corner she came...ok take 2 pic w her..the first she ask if cn hug me...felt awkward bt let her hug my hand...then she say go hug her so i hug...then after sch hv some P.O.P training malu first Parade comander wear baju melayu-_- go down mit my squad n take pic w afiqah...hehe...so hard 2 take a pic w her...
ps:some pic will b posted on other post some pic cnt put cos some ppl act ah gt NCC guys big F pe...4 the gals hu hug n touch sori n thx...more interesting pic at facebook..post ur comment kaes?
adios!
Jul 20, 2009
wow wat a day
wat a day.start sch met ppl i wanna mit...luck is on my side.
then gt ss...it was hilarious..mr chua was askin sometin n i could not concentrate..mr chua kip asking "ok or not" i fed up shout yes n his reaction damn fast quickly say NO!malu sak every1 laugh...was tat suppose 2 b a joke???!!!
e math was gd...blabla...
chem class the best...some1 so semangat mrs chia ask sometin abt ph n she ans 12 wen the ans is 14 i nv study i noe!HAHA
sori ah gal malu dok!!!
then stay back do ss saw nasrah tell her sit tgt w me kumar nigel n gail bt she malu-_-
goin hm saw sec3 slack..tlk 2 them then go hm met some1 from other sch he noe me i 4gt his name...hu wud 4gt me!!haha
go 4 a jog...didnt start wel w TAT conversation bt finish perfectli...
chiao!
then gt ss...it was hilarious..mr chua was askin sometin n i could not concentrate..mr chua kip asking "ok or not" i fed up shout yes n his reaction damn fast quickly say NO!malu sak every1 laugh...was tat suppose 2 b a joke???!!!
e math was gd...blabla...
chem class the best...some1 so semangat mrs chia ask sometin abt ph n she ans 12 wen the ans is 14 i nv study i noe!HAHA
sori ah gal malu dok!!!
then stay back do ss saw nasrah tell her sit tgt w me kumar nigel n gail bt she malu-_-
goin hm saw sec3 slack..tlk 2 them then go hm met some1 from other sch he noe me i 4gt his name...hu wud 4gt me!!haha
go 4 a jog...didnt start wel w TAT conversation bt finish perfectli...
chiao!
Jul 18, 2009
2 hu may b concern
Hey people,
it's not about how well u did its how much effort u put in...i hv been telling alot of ppl abt tis i hope u understand.if some1 don wan 2 co-operate then don fight w them.it takes alot of time 2 create a bond bt just 1 second 2 destroy it.just like wat hapen 2 me n some1 i fight w at the coffee shop...tat some1 is also from my squad.thx 2 the bond my squadmates hv created 4 3 yrs n i gt well w the person i fought w.
chill ppl!!rmb ur I.C n some of ur squadmates wan me 2 cry bt it will b near imposible!GD LUCK!
it's not about how well u did its how much effort u put in...i hv been telling alot of ppl abt tis i hope u understand.if some1 don wan 2 co-operate then don fight w them.it takes alot of time 2 create a bond bt just 1 second 2 destroy it.just like wat hapen 2 me n some1 i fight w at the coffee shop...tat some1 is also from my squad.thx 2 the bond my squadmates hv created 4 3 yrs n i gt well w the person i fought w.
chill ppl!!rmb ur I.C n some of ur squadmates wan me 2 cry bt it will b near imposible!GD LUCK!
Jul 17, 2009
oya must post abt tis
wanted to go home w her bt...its ok.
my plan in np was to bond myself w sec 2 bt i don tink i achieve it..
instead my sec 3 r so close 2 me...
just now hv p.o.p training ma'am changes something n i tink its better??
then slack ask shiying n boon liang few confidential ting n they share...scolded boon liang a bit..
then i sit w dawn,raj,khidir,boonliang,shiying,charles n some others...
i gt a new elite nw...so gd...
gv them some tips abt NCO
n tel them their abt their weakness...
i nearly take them as my squad...nice bunch...we make jokes n at last went separate ways...
Guys...gd luck wen u take over rmb im here 4 u!LOVE U GUYS...mis taking u ppl...arh sad nw:(((
my plan in np was to bond myself w sec 2 bt i don tink i achieve it..
instead my sec 3 r so close 2 me...
just now hv p.o.p training ma'am changes something n i tink its better??
then slack ask shiying n boon liang few confidential ting n they share...scolded boon liang a bit..
then i sit w dawn,raj,khidir,boonliang,shiying,charles n some others...
i gt a new elite nw...so gd...
gv them some tips abt NCO
n tel them their abt their weakness...
i nearly take them as my squad...nice bunch...we make jokes n at last went separate ways...
Guys...gd luck wen u take over rmb im here 4 u!LOVE U GUYS...mis taking u ppl...arh sad nw:(((
nv post 4 last thurs
haix nv post quite long alr...haix...wat hapen...
after sch mt class cancel wanted 2 sit tgt bt cnt...so sad...then wlk arnd.saw afiqah masak..so cute..then the nex classs something hapen..
a sec 5 guy go 4gt abt his dishes n it burn!the fire was quite big the teacher i charge throq water on it but cum on it gt worst!fire base mah...
at last the fire burned out..wanted 2 play soccer bt waited at np store thr..
do some work n priya help thnks!then take out that ting admire n take its pic...C i nv throw...also saw a bird hyriah carry it...gt 2 noe last time her cca gt something to do w birds
Jul 15, 2009
u gt 2 noe tis
if book has its start
n book must hv its end,
a book has an author,
bt it gt n illustrater,
if i say stead,
then u shall b the one hu say break,
pls understand my situation,
cos its not my call
n book must hv its end,
a book has an author,
bt it gt n illustrater,
if i say stead,
then u shall b the one hu say break,
pls understand my situation,
cos its not my call
15...
haix...gt 2 wake up so early the sky nice say...wake up early 4 N.E quiz...quite fun:)i gt expert bulider YEah!!!
then sch start...b4 tat saw her...haix...
s.s gt bored take mr...pic...
after sch start the bad part...fight,meeting haix...bt hey gv me a chance...if u understand...
Jul 14, 2009
a world of hope
fight n more fight...but i met some1 new..HI SUSANTI!!!nice name...hope wil b mitin u soon haha...wow i publicli say it out...haix i tryin 2 4gt...bt wats wrong!!!!
saw it w my own eyes..y i feel so angry its over khalid!!!DAMN IT!
thx susanti 4 the 'company'...wow luck is cumin...
ms normala tlk 2 me again...i stil no power 2 say sori...nex time...
k ppl mis me!!!
adios
khalidboi
saw it w my own eyes..y i feel so angry its over khalid!!!DAMN IT!
thx susanti 4 the 'company'...wow luck is cumin...
ms normala tlk 2 me again...i stil no power 2 say sori...nex time...
k ppl mis me!!!
adios
khalidboi
Jul 12, 2009
2day was ok...go 2 my cousin marriage ceremoni n ya had fun
saw shahira...did not notice her at first-thr r lot more chio gals 2 look at...but my sis saw her n we salam...
alias kadir was the dj n he was funny bt some ppl r just so alien 2 k jokes tat they dont realise it was a joke...
the couple come w their own kude kepang...cool...the way the gals move their head style dok!
gt a muffin?gt 2 heart shape...nice did not eat it...bt my small cousin wan it...don wan 2 noe wat hapen 2 it:'(
HEY MISIN YA!
anw im so touch alot of ppl hv been askin hows my luckystar n my dragonfly(luckystar-2)thx 4 ur concern:))))))))))
Jul 10, 2009
i wil do it
firdtly im sorry 2 priya n ms normala...should nt hv make u worried ms normala:)i gd boi n i promise if i gt enough courage i share wat happen to me to u.seriously don worry k?i wil study hard 4 u!haha u help me mah...
anw i read a quote...
the best revenge 2 ur enemy is 2 4gv him/her.reli??
anw i read a quote...
the best revenge 2 ur enemy is 2 4gv him/her.reli??
the up n down
ms normala thx if u r reading tis haha.ur words gv me encouragement.nv tot u wud say tat.i was shocked!but its ok!i like it!(sorry priya)
luckystar-2 die...bury it at the flower pot.ben n hy thr 2 witness it.it die so fast.but me?tis miracle kip happening...
gt no more 2 say xcept...better don say it...haix.....
anw fast fact:dragonfly don go 4 pollen
luckystar-2 die...bury it at the flower pot.ben n hy thr 2 witness it.it die so fast.but me?tis miracle kip happening...
gt no more 2 say xcept...better don say it...haix.....
anw fast fact:dragonfly don go 4 pollen
For my luckystar...be with me...
The journey of a dragonfly...
I found a dragonfly and named it luckystar, but after a day, it died.
So i created this story...
A dragonfly that should have died long before, had live to this very day, only for a reason that it believe will teach it the value of friendship, love and care.
A dragonfly has got to do what it had to do in order to live. This dragonfly relied on pollen for it to live for another day... another tomorrow.
Flying around in a garden, it spotted a lovely flower. It never came close to the flower but only observes the flower from a distance. After getting enough courage, it finally came forward and confessed to the flower that it was interested in it. However, being a strong-willed flower, the flower never bloomed to share its pollen with the dragonfly.
Years past and the dragonfly was dependent on pollen to live but deep in its heart it only cared n truly hoped for the first flower pollen. Maybe it was a miracle, that the flower gave in and bloomed itself to share it's pollen...
Both the flower and dragonfly were bonded by its pollen BUT never did the dragonfly ever stopped to look for other pollen for it's pleasure...
One day,the flower stop supplying its pollen. Dragonfly never understood why the flower decided not to share anymore. However dragonfly realised something. He knew the reason was because, flower has given up.
Depressed, dragonfly threw tantrum. But suddenly a new flower came and asked what had happened to dragonfly.Without thinking twice and consideration,the dragonfly asked the new flower if it would share its pollen. AND he got what he wanted.
That answer changed his life. He was stucked in between the two flower.The old and the new. However, recently the old one gave up again and everything crashes down and ripped apart. The dragonfly who could read the future, was too busy at it that it never live the present. In the end, he lost his truly beloved pollen.
The old wanted it to move on. Butthe dragonfly's kept pondering, "how will i move on, when i dont even know if i could even live to see tomorrow." Life is unpredictable... It works in unimagineable ways.
Thank you!!
Author: Khalid
Editor: One and Only Hyriah!!
I found a dragonfly and named it luckystar, but after a day, it died.
So i created this story...
A dragonfly that should have died long before, had live to this very day, only for a reason that it believe will teach it the value of friendship, love and care.
A dragonfly has got to do what it had to do in order to live. This dragonfly relied on pollen for it to live for another day... another tomorrow.
Flying around in a garden, it spotted a lovely flower. It never came close to the flower but only observes the flower from a distance. After getting enough courage, it finally came forward and confessed to the flower that it was interested in it. However, being a strong-willed flower, the flower never bloomed to share its pollen with the dragonfly.
Years past and the dragonfly was dependent on pollen to live but deep in its heart it only cared n truly hoped for the first flower pollen. Maybe it was a miracle, that the flower gave in and bloomed itself to share it's pollen...
Both the flower and dragonfly were bonded by its pollen BUT never did the dragonfly ever stopped to look for other pollen for it's pleasure...
One day,the flower stop supplying its pollen. Dragonfly never understood why the flower decided not to share anymore. However dragonfly realised something. He knew the reason was because, flower has given up.
Depressed, dragonfly threw tantrum. But suddenly a new flower came and asked what had happened to dragonfly.Without thinking twice and consideration,the dragonfly asked the new flower if it would share its pollen. AND he got what he wanted.
That answer changed his life. He was stucked in between the two flower.The old and the new. However, recently the old one gave up again and everything crashes down and ripped apart. The dragonfly who could read the future, was too busy at it that it never live the present. In the end, he lost his truly beloved pollen.
The old wanted it to move on. Butthe dragonfly's kept pondering, "how will i move on, when i dont even know if i could even live to see tomorrow." Life is unpredictable... It works in unimagineable ways.
Thank you!!
Author: Khalid
Editor: One and Only Hyriah!!
Jul 8, 2009
scary day
was ignore...so sad...cnt sms ppd low..shit...
start w math....suddenli hate it...ms normala like nt hapi w me like tat...haix...
forward->
after break wen 4 S.S...mr chua blow up cuz my class 2 playful...was not payin attention i was playin w my new pet a dragonfly name luckystar...hope its doin wel in school nw coz i left it somewhr hiden...lucky is hurt i cn c it try 2 fly bt...it just cant...so i play w it while mr chua is naggin....i act s if lucky is a helicopter n gt into trouble"MAYDAY!MAYDAY!!LOSING ALTITUDE!!!"
childish?some ppl say tat..
after tat at 2 go 4 oral scared like mad bt atiqah thr makin joke n i make a fool of myself again.... -_-hy cry wen i tlk 2 her abt the prob we r in...felt bad bt gt 2 do it...sori HY!!!while waitin 4 my turn me n atiqah tlk2...then act s if we ppl on aeroplane n gt terrorist attack...i was both terror n star team:)suddenli tink abt her...accidentli call atiqah afiqah-_-...atiqah laugh so i did 2...oral was not tat gd...
after sch wlk w hy...she goin hm so i follow...i nd her help in sometin...hope she remember...(if u readin tis remember sent rh the email if not i die!)thx...c peace is gd...she cn help n i cn help...
oya...saw shai n...4gt her name...relieve....
Jul 7, 2009
7-7-09
go sch saw...swit bt kena f???
c teacher cos lost sometin important...cher say i act cute so she wont scold-_-...
after tat normal day...bt last lesson mit ms see!she nv say hy my stead alr...she mis me!!!yeah!!!jkjk...rosma piss me off telin me a gal like me..hey!!!I GT ENOUGH OF TIS!!!
c teacher cos lost sometin important...cher say i act cute so she wont scold-_-...
after tat normal day...bt last lesson mit ms see!she nv say hy my stead alr...she mis me!!!yeah!!!jkjk...rosma piss me off telin me a gal like me..hey!!!I GT ENOUGH OF TIS!!!
a day of hope
ytd went 2 amk hub...met hy first...tlk 2 her abt my plan 4 tat day...met jason n we wlk arnd...
afiqah came i start...bt was stuck...don trust me...again............
jason understand n gd tink jason was thr...
ice age ticket sold out so went 2 plza sing??met rh rosma n e 2 _ monfort guy....they seems friendli but.....haix...
after buyin the ticket went 2 eat..NO MOOD EAT!!!!wanted 2 wlk awy bt jason tired...
wlk arnd some more w jason again go 2 the shops sellin all kind of items...im eyeing the sheriff badge n the $440 gun!wlk again i bcame crazy wanted 2 buy hellboi n predator 'helmet'...
but stil my fav is the badge,the shade n the gun!
my plan did not work.....watch ice age...cnt concentrate!!!!funny though wen jason kip shooing the little kid bhind us...JASON THE BEST BRO!!!
after tat waited 4 them outside cinema...but...cnt say tat tinh right so bcame fed up n wlk away...Jason the "luckystar" 4 me 2 ticket 4 jetstar ASIa...bt still tat did not lift up the spirit...flame up 'scold' the aunty infront of us n then bye to e peeps...tot wan go home tgt...bt....so sad...
jason try lift up my spirit n we took pic...
go to tuition...met keith she tried 2 tlk bt i was angry so did not tlk 2 her..she sad i tink?sori....
afiqah came i start...bt was stuck...don trust me...again............
jason understand n gd tink jason was thr...
ice age ticket sold out so went 2 plza sing??met rh rosma n e 2 _ monfort guy....they seems friendli but.....haix...
after buyin the ticket went 2 eat..NO MOOD EAT!!!!wanted 2 wlk awy bt jason tired...
wlk arnd some more w jason again go 2 the shops sellin all kind of items...im eyeing the sheriff badge n the $440 gun!wlk again i bcame crazy wanted 2 buy hellboi n predator 'helmet'...
but stil my fav is the badge,the shade n the gun!
my plan did not work.....watch ice age...cnt concentrate!!!!funny though wen jason kip shooing the little kid bhind us...JASON THE BEST BRO!!!
after tat waited 4 them outside cinema...but...cnt say tat tinh right so bcame fed up n wlk away...Jason the "luckystar" 4 me 2 ticket 4 jetstar ASIa...bt still tat did not lift up the spirit...flame up 'scold' the aunty infront of us n then bye to e peeps...tot wan go home tgt...bt....so sad...
jason try lift up my spirit n we took pic...
go to tuition...met keith she tried 2 tlk bt i was angry so did not tlk 2 her..she sad i tink?sori....
Jul 5, 2009
:)
cant tink of a title again:((((
morning:parents went to jemputan left me 2 rot at home..hehe...bt i gd boi so i study:)
then arnd 2 went 2 changi...my dad saw some1 at changi hospital so me my sis n him(my dad) go up the hill 2 check(my mum were furious telin us tat we r kepo)....
my dad was right!we check n saw a man it was a state property n i doubt the guy is from the authority...wen he saw us he quickly disapeared...mysterious...muahahahahaha
after tat wen we sitin down at the beach it started 2 rain...haix...admirin the sky tot abt her...
at 6 wen 4 a jog.it started 2 drizzle n so i went back...the faster my leg go the more water droplet fell at last i was drenched...hope n i wont gt sick...ahhhchoooo!!!
chiao,
khalid:P
morning:parents went to jemputan left me 2 rot at home..hehe...bt i gd boi so i study:)
then arnd 2 went 2 changi...my dad saw some1 at changi hospital so me my sis n him(my dad) go up the hill 2 check(my mum were furious telin us tat we r kepo)....
my dad was right!we check n saw a man it was a state property n i doubt the guy is from the authority...wen he saw us he quickly disapeared...mysterious...muahahahahaha
after tat wen we sitin down at the beach it started 2 rain...haix...admirin the sky tot abt her...
at 6 wen 4 a jog.it started 2 drizzle n so i went back...the faster my leg go the more water droplet fell at last i was drenched...hope n i wont gt sick...ahhhchoooo!!!
chiao,
khalid:P
problem after problem
haix...wen luckystar is not w me everything goes wrong...1 after another problem cum...y????????
i mis e luck...i mis everything...i mis the time...bt it wont cum...is it????
Jul 4, 2009
lol
erm...whr shld i start...
ok friday met nasrah...HI!long time nv sms n tlk 2 her!
2day go tuition...at last tlk 2 the new gal Keith...she call me SELFFISH!!!ARH!!!nt a gd start..haix..
all i did were not 2 let her hold my fon...so sad..
in the evening log in 2 fb...o shit jun gt a pic of me w my classmates n I was so Chubby!!!!
o ya also 'tlk' 2 my luckystar...but even though i still believe wat i believe tis ride is goin b a roller coaster ride man!!!k bye mis ya
adios,
khalid
ok friday met nasrah...HI!long time nv sms n tlk 2 her!
2day go tuition...at last tlk 2 the new gal Keith...she call me SELFFISH!!!ARH!!!nt a gd start..haix..
all i did were not 2 let her hold my fon...so sad..
in the evening log in 2 fb...o shit jun gt a pic of me w my classmates n I was so Chubby!!!!
o ya also 'tlk' 2 my luckystar...but even though i still believe wat i believe tis ride is goin b a roller coaster ride man!!!k bye mis ya
adios,
khalid
Jul 1, 2009
....
i cant think of a title sorry...
2day came 2 sch...saw khairiah at class alone...say hi 2 her bt she nv reply.after that waited at corridor 2 look 4 ppl i noe...wow alot!then Reena call me to cum 2 her clss-_-she was bored...haix..hope no1 tink we r tgt.Idris help me by calling me up s i feel awkward w Reena frend arnd:l
class start n khai show me atti.i ask her y n then we quarrel...bad mood all the way n Ben bcum a victim...sorry Ben..ANW SOME1 WAS STARING SIA!I think that person noe hu he is...gd thing things turn out 2 b better...
after sch go 2 H.P buy something. khai n rosma follow was not hapi actually whole day nv tlk 2 her...bt gt 2 noe she buy penknife CB!good thing gt 2 tipu her!HAHA!DUMB!hehe jkjk!:D
on the bus "tlk" 2 my luckystar??i hope luckystar cum back 2 me...
adios!
khalid
2day came 2 sch...saw khairiah at class alone...say hi 2 her bt she nv reply.after that waited at corridor 2 look 4 ppl i noe...wow alot!then Reena call me to cum 2 her clss-_-she was bored...haix..hope no1 tink we r tgt.Idris help me by calling me up s i feel awkward w Reena frend arnd:l
class start n khai show me atti.i ask her y n then we quarrel...bad mood all the way n Ben bcum a victim...sorry Ben..ANW SOME1 WAS STARING SIA!I think that person noe hu he is...gd thing things turn out 2 b better...
after sch go 2 H.P buy something. khai n rosma follow was not hapi actually whole day nv tlk 2 her...bt gt 2 noe she buy penknife CB!good thing gt 2 tipu her!HAHA!DUMB!hehe jkjk!:D
on the bus "tlk" 2 my luckystar??i hope luckystar cum back 2 me...
adios!
khalid
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