karma?deja vu?

today weird tings hapen...or i could say tis few days...

well it seems i alr losin precious...

raz met me...ytd?
suddenli sms say 1 tlk...suspens...at last at hut she came tto me n say she wan take a walk to tlk.
first went basement...alot of ppl...raz sit at staircase n address her concern...
thx
well im cool...after tat wlk up to 4th story tlk again....met hy,huda n rosma i tink...
after tat separated from raz...

1 of past afternoon nv go hm straight take bus w rox n chella...tlk cock....met dear 'girlfriend' gail...play here n thr...n allighted at the same busstop w chella n rox...
blabla...
wlk all the way to hg mall accompanied by chella(cos i blanja)
he make joke which of of it i like abt one of the girl i hv mention on my blog...
separate again...

today gt physics...okok result...nt hapi in class(even though i did fool arnd)..
raihan nv smile n the classroom seems dull...
after sch was acp..the mayb deja vu?i met my dream friend(reli i dreamt abt him)...the name REN JIE.seems scary though...wat if i met the girl turn??the 'drim girl' which was quite a nightmare???

karma...well...how should i put it...everything seems bright ahead...n suddenli...darkness...
GIVE UP?...wow...now???wow....nice...thx...cool...shiok...

went take hp...shahira wan follow....
now tis is serious..
IM SORRY TO HU MAY B CONCERN.I DID WAT I DID TO CHECK...I WAS HOPIN ITS NT TRUE BT WELL IT WAS...

girls....stop...stop all tis...if u tink guys r jerks...y do tis?
y destroy ur image 4 guys to play w???
im sorry i wrote tis i hope u read n understand...
im nt like hu u tink i am i still am human to do it.
i may b _.bt i always respect u girls.