they...make me proud...my titans.npap.my life

it great.second day.

i try to c if they ok im nt w them n from their respnse they wan me thr.

during npap.i gt so angry n nearli gt violent.until we gt t sit down tgt n the blody cmplainer hu kip sayin i too fast got shoot back.

F.I say my cntigent the best n my salute n march past the best.i even had t teach all the other cont cmmander.n i noe sum ppl nt hapi.

f.i kip sayin i gd which i tink ppl nt hapi abt.tho my batch mates in lg n other kip comin to me n say my cont best.

wen i go hm w shaz i ask him if ppl tlk abt me n ya he said"cb.everybody telin tat u hot n ur cont great!even apple steam sak!(apple v difficult to make hapi (last time))
he say the ppl thr say 6 is gd cuz train by me.which i beg to differ cuz i tink the cadet is great to begin w.

f.i wan make me teach G.O.H.i help out awhile n i say i wan my cont back.soon i gt to noe the goh cadets say they wan me teach.n b their trainer.

its to good to b true.but it will end soon:(sadli,

i add my cadets n realise i tink sum of them began to like me.haix.
i also kip kacau them say tis n tat n i read their cmment.its disturbin t read "mamat handsome nk check boot...polish tau"
n "aww he touch my hand...he shake my hand n tlk to me..."n she carry n to type dwn wat i say in her fb-.-

suppotin cont 6

im the cont commander of sc6.area 13,14 and 19.gt to ne i hv the biggest supportin cont.n the f.i trust me to take it alne wen others gt 2 ppl

but i love being able to b alone tho...
the cadets...i tink i was too fierce...n sumtimes to frendli...

but f.i mention my name s role model n from wat other d10 said,they tink im great...

excpt for lexus hu say i too fierce n one cadet go ans for me n say she dont find me fierce n luv me-.-
haha.

quite touch on how the cadets reli...wanna make me hapi.i was reli angry n tell them i wudnt scold them n just watch.tell them i gv them the break but ya they came n say sori n promise to do better...cute u noe...

then two gals from other squad cum to me n say they wan join me if cn which i said no..;politeli.onli 1 guy say he at first hate me till he realise he gt the wrng guy.

love u sc6....kinda miss u ppl nw

NPAP first raining...opps training:)

14th march 2010:)
i receive my contigent.i got 6 and area in it are 13th,14th and 19th:)

came one minute late:Pjoey shout out t me."wah trainer late!"
haha.im the onli C.I wear hm clothes:Pw half u/

hmm briefin waws ok...f.is late...

wen we wen to drill shed thr is alot of cadet...all blur done whr to go.it was weird cuz the trainers like me was wearin full-u n the logis were in pt-kit.....they kip sayin hi to me.giggle n ya all sorts of ting.i soon noe y:Pblush*

at last i gt my cont in one place.i tlk to them.laugh make joke.then after i gt to noe a little abt them i teach them some baton drill.we were at grand stand n ya i was the onli one teachin...f.i faisal came n say good job keep it up.at last other cmanders follow.tho sum still slackin.

im not sayin im good cuz i too play alot.but discipline first.
wen break time many gal logis came.one after another.i was like hello i tot amelia posted to me-.-

we got down to unity square...do a little dril...

de-briefin my name was call out as example of nt wastin time:)wen i wan go hm jiamin shout my name then come to me n say she very proud:)
haha jiaminO.O

wlk to busstp alone...damn it was freakin dark!N IM ALONE!then skali gt tis indian guy cum!my heart nearly stop.husnul n ray came n tell me to eat tgt but i reject...

then go hm w amelia cuz met her at cck...
she tell me wat the log gals tlk abt me:P

oya jiamin just sms!wooohooo

ORD OH!

lol tats for F.I azri:)

haha he cud still kacau me after gvin a touchin story abt his journey as f.i
lol

today was fun:)
the supportin cont commmanders gt to b w ourself n we kind of make a pact
n ya i told myself to step up to the occasion and ya i tink i did today.tho thr were senior w us i kind of nt b nervous n take it s cool as possible leadin the commanders up n down drill shed...

haha azri wanted punch me cuz of my left right.gt to kip tat in mind:P

hmm...bought bro bdae present:)

oh yeah thx tham li yan for invitin me n tlkin to her oc for me to come to her sch:)
don worry bowen i love u most:)goin thr take their nco drills:)cnfrm they don like but yea u cares:P


okay nadia tell me this is the classic khalid's question...U MISS ME?

drill standa...standarddi...fuck-.-

helo its my first drill thiny:)so kind of new...i arrive at cck...nt mitin anyone but saw sai..

go hta alone though...then mit rabani at the busstop.we ice break thr n then the malay guys came...hmm wat cn i say they like the chill ppl?
they kacau the pc for npap tat i will take over.lol nt planin to n will nt:)
firdaus my shi fu ma...

then follow the malay guys to f.i room to change...n so we were stripin n f.i ray was slackin..then a 'gal' c.i open the door ask for dominic sir...ray was like lai la lai la....then skali jason(S.C.I) say nt here maam...n then we realise it was commandant-.-ray like oh shit im dead...

the other f.i come in change n ya we proceed to everst for briefin..
we gt to choose wat we want..actuali say wat we wud like..they wan me put p.c as 4 or 5th choice bt nah...
n ya the thy is my d10 mates:))
so ya the trainin abit nt wat i expect...
d10 were hit on to go out n 'teach' so lucky enuf im nt chosen...

haix but tink we let the jiamin down.:((


wen wan go hm the malay ppl insist i go eat wen i say i gtg husnul was alrite(the onli wan) cuz the other was tellin me its disapointin i choose gal then members.rabani say baek khalid nk choose pepek dari kawan...

haha...just as i tot husnul were cool w me goin he shout out kirim salam gurl2....lol he cute ah...

k la thx ppl:)

WOOHooo good day

yo!wake up at 8:)

then do a little hsewk...proceed to gym:)
it was fun:)

then ya was late for the movie:(raihan act siol and!the gal is hot:))(the actress of cos)

ok then they wanted to play bowling...since i nv watch 127hr b4 i kind of reli wan watch it...
so me hy n ben watch:)it was sad cuz we 3 onli haven watch:((

the in the cinema i kacau both to b my partner:)ben n my goin 1 yr ma then ya kind of "date"wink*
pity hy:P
wen the part the actor wanted to cut his hand one guy stand up n say,"i cant take it"
me n ben call out wtf gay!
damn all the gals ok w it n him nt><
me n ben was like cut cut cut cut...
ben kip on moanin in the cinema-.-
gd ting it was nt full..the cinema...

then ya go hm..thx ben n hy for sendin me to to mrt

"syukor's'' weddin:)

today met the guys(akhim,amir,niger n bala)b4 we proceed on to the weddin venue...which is the cc...

wen went up down n arnd the place cuz we cnt find a place to sit.it was fun bcuz one of the boys thr is known to hv kiss a guy n yai kip kacau him...

they wanted to watch movie but at last go niger hse which ya i nv follow.it was fun but im tired..

EXciting day!

hello!today gt sudden burst of hardworkin adrenaline in me.so i kind of did lots of hsewrk:)
also feel very holy which make me play the prayers cd...instead of the usual songs:)
i donoe wats wrong w me..

then at np i suddenli gt the mood to scold.its been a long time since i felt so...angry...so good.its like the rage in me just wan to take over.so i go to every squad n gt every little mistake even playin their finger abit also i angry.

then took the sec 3 drills.brought them down n ya one dear cadet was pulled out by ann.
just after i told the sec 3 tat ann is one of the ppl that actually help me up n just as i turn away from tat cadet being punished he actually stood up took out his freakin bracelet n put it on as if its brass knuckle-.-wen i turn it was tat time tat he kind of take one step forward to mayb attack ann?and out of instinct i kind of try separate him maybe cuz of the anger in me tat cadet flew ff n tumble over.n ya like b4 wen i c my enemy down i will wan to finish him off n good ting cyrus,james n ann stop me.i still wasnt happy but ann took over and act very professionally tat reli sumtin i don tink i wud do right after sumone threaten to whack which is why i respect ann alot.the cadet reli is one of the greatest cuz its othe second time i nearly whack him.the first was wen i was nco n xiangyi had to hold me.

lol wen the cyrus n james tell me tat the cadet seems so light wen i push it kind of motivate me to take pt.i took though its a little failure cu nt reli into v fun pt.prefer firm pt...

thx hy for passin me the choco

n ya happy bdae ann!like i told many others for me bdae gal or boy is the prince n princess of the day n hellno no one touch the bdae boy especially some1 so nice like ann:)oya tats y im nt into burfday bash:)

hi hi...

ytd wen back sch to relief...
took 3 n 4 diligence.

pri 3 so cute at first they like naughty..i told one boy to sit infront n he took his own sweet time.
i wen over carry his chair n tat too impress them especially tis very very naughty gal call young!
she came to me n cikgu u very strong.i like feel abit weird but said thx n told her to sit.
then wen i gt 15mins left i teach them to sing burunf kakak tua:)
they sang 4 mee two maalay song an yea it was touchin n the followin conversation w them goes like tis

me"class ur voice is like an angel!i love you guys man!thnk u so much!"
class"teacher we love you too"
me"ok i shall record your voice so tat i listen to it every night b4 i slp k?"
class"yeah!"
young"Eeeee dowan*hide under table"
me"young im nt goin to take a vid of u just record ur voice ok?"
young"oh paiseh:P"

then ya wen i told them i wont come bck they all come n say "we be very good teacher u cn come 10 hundred million time(don ask me y its tat number) pls"

at last i gt to go:'(

wen inside pri 4 n ya very very naughty.jasmine n gang kip gigglin n i was like damn irritated.but ya after the class the p4 ask me 4 number n fb which i cudnt reli gv out:'(

tdy...just PATHetic

final range duty?

woke up n did a little push up n sit up...

gt ready for range duty...

met amelia at bishan then come shazli...

n ya gwen n kenneth...
at cck met thinesh n so the range duty squad is ready..

s usual khaliesah n xin yi was thr...

we took the van(whr the bring prisoner arnd..)i was the last out n wen u pull the door clse it wen off!i was like wtfUCK!
i stood thr holdin the door which is hangin out.shazli n thinesh were like laughin their ass out n jokin i too strong today.we left the door danglin(cuz the lower part is still a little attached)we search for f.i.at last gt f.i ray:)
he was like laughin too n like how the f ew goin fix tis.i suddenli thought the idea of pushin the door back.so i whack it in n yeah it was fix!thats how easy prisoner cn run!

i was attached to the control room w thinesh though khaliesah kip cumin in to tlk:)
the range damn big compared to 2nd floor...

at last we gt to shoot.me thinesh n another chinese guy.i won:)all in nt even a single bullet out:))))

they want to eat tgt n i like ps cnt:P
gwen tot i mitin gf-.-

n ya gt hm bathe,eat n then check fb.we were like cyber bully...bully tis 1995 boy cuz he act smart...

me.i suck.

nv will i wan to be in tis position.

ytd i wen to ubin.was ok since i waws awkward till one sir name benson came to me.nice guy he is.

then gt one gal like reli flirty kind.i find her,...irritatin?:P

hah

karma.tats wat john tell me.maybe.i use to wan make gal love me.now im like mad crazy in love.i dowan tat but i cnt stop tinkin.
dina say its the first time me im like tis.but i don tink so.
watever la.khalid khalid.

thx gal i love u.

hey!im thirsty!

wow i feel as if i m fasting....hmm...

today take sec 2 for lance corporal test.last day w them:(

hmm...tekan them abit cuz they kind of dissapointin:(

go hm.feelin tired.eat.use laptop.chat w shazli.he complainin how he had to make hi cadet hold up their hand for 10mins n teach them 2 hrs to kekanan lurus.

i look at myelf n reflect.
tat time i c myself.the flirt.nt serious abt relationship.
nw i look at myself.i tell myself im nt worthy of any relationship.
agin my pyschic ''power'' i right.mayb bcuz i was hurt?mayb bcum those that trust me w their love i kind of betray.
reli ppl i regret it.
mayb its bcuz i kip telin myself tat i wud b alone in future.yeah i kind of close w gals till bt nt like b4.
hy n me...we v v v..weird.i donoe how say.still.
wan yu one special lady tat f me off for wat im doin.all i cud say was sori.
oh me n wan yu is nt couple.she f me off for wat im doin to...cough*

ok.mayb also bcuz...i dowan my cadets to hv relationship?
khalid khalid...mepek eh

love..is in the hair...

haloe!today woke up n ya do hsewrk then gt ready to go out w hy:)
i nv reli celebrate valentine...so hy is free we go out tgt:)

erm..go suntec...donoe wat to do so want catch a movie:)
but the eng wah sucks man

sori eng wah.

hy was nice to entertain me.i like a boys home boy bcum childish:P


it was good n yeah met jayraj w his gf.hy gt to c how good lukin he is:0hehe
met wei sheng too at arcade
play ufo catcher:)i kind of owned the place man!
i gt a wats tat ting name?donoe la tis big alien bear n ya i wanted gt a second one so tat i gt one n hy gt one.
bt another couple try to gt it.they suck at it
so i told them how to win one.
nv listen so they nv win.i took over n w tat i won!wei sheng damn shock!his gf was like wow.
i gt xtra token.wanted gt one for his gf bt didnt gt:P

met mr sgn too on mrt haha tat guy joker

thx man to wei sheng,his gf jess,sgn,jayraj,adiba(jay gf) n ya to HYRIAH!
oya..love is in the AIR

botak in da hse!

supp dawg!

IM BOTAK NOW!

alor of ppl ask y:)
tis is y:)
so gals gt scare off n wont tell me to go on a valentine date w them:))

thx to those hu wish:)

its been a great week:)
i feel reborn

back to np.bowen:)

went for ''adenture'' w family:)

saw two wild boar.they kind of stop in front of our car n dash away:)
thr was also a police car tat tail us.it came close at the highway.then wen we go mandai(the place like gt notin)n we realise the police car is followin us.it was fun.cuz they didnt want to lose us:))

after so far we lose them.it was fun cuz we knew they follow uswe went to place tat shudnt we go in.n yea:))

saw sumtin erm...xtraordinary?supernatural nt reli but ya.it was scary.especially wen my dad wen real fast went we all saw it...

ok th:)

hapi valentines:)
u know me n furious 5 tlk abt tis...i told them i flirted alot n i c myself w no one in future:)
n i cn c it comin wen i sign up u s.a.f:)

good n bad

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super super shiok day

first a hapi hapi chinese new year to all my chinese frends:)

well today my family too had reunion....my dad side...n was held at east coast park:)

its was super fun n thr was hyriah n safree(sis bf) along w us:))

though saf nv reli mix w us:P

me my lilsis n bro reli had fun w hy...we play "parkour",throw rocks,draw n ya took lots of pic tgt:)
hy was reli fun:)

oya we bike too...me n hy on the two paddle while my lil sis on the individual bike...while ridin i scare hy by tryin to fall...we saw tis giant spider too!GIANT!
n ya then the accident hapen:(i gt too close too sis rear wheel n we collide.i gt to jump out in time but i hurt my leg.but hy was pitiful.since she was my 'pillion' she gt stuck:(

oya the brake broke too!hy say we will hv to pay n hellno i noe im nt goin to.
went to the bike shop.(told hy im goin do a little drama)
i met the guy n told the guy to call the boss.then i make a scene-..-wasnt reli needed bt ya.
at first it was ok cuz im actin until hy told me to relax.then ''sumone'' asked from bhind"wat happen boy"(he touch me)i push the hand n hit the guy cap.i turn n realise tat it was my uncle-.-

so ya we no nid pay n ya it was fun.hy i tink first time saw tat:P

the rest of the day was fun fun fun.love today alot!

thank hy too for being a good sportwoman:P

cikgu khalid in da he:)))

HELOOO!i experience wat teacher go thru myself:)

well of cuz they r primary sch kid(im nt suppose to tell wat sch):)

the mitin was slack...after which i went out from the rm to proceed to my class:)at first was kinda scary cuz im not suppose to treat them s cadet bt the other teachers said they believe i cn kip discipline.how do i do that wen i cnt pum p them or even say a bad word!
that was wat was goin thru my mind...wen the chinese teacher wen off..i came in.hand crossed n try look serious...bt they CUTE SIOL!the teacher that introduce me had to shout at them cuz they were noisy...

at last i was left alone:)i straight away tell them i wan discipline at highest level cuz i rom np:P
they were awed by it n yeah the class was fun:)some were smart bt reli monkey!i had to shout n all look at me stun.hehe that was the cutest moment cuz u cud c their eyes wide open...some hu were disturbin others stop half way n stay at the position...

hehe...then i tried to instead take tis a camp n gv them the clap tingy.they like it:)

some gals even blush wen u tlk to them-.- n they priary three!their cheek wen bright red!
some every 5 mins come up to ask came to help:)n i was like wat class u from.they ansed"we from 2 kindness teacher:)"
abt spellin n stuff:)

i took pri 3 n 4:)hy took another class:)CIKGU NUR SEH!!!!she gt naughty class haha

oya i even drop my file n book wen wlkin bck to mitin rm n it was nice to c 5 student

haha n shiok was tat wen i wlk n student c they wud greet:)cn i say they better than np cadet?in some aspect they actually DO!

long time n o c..

hey yo...it been long time since i actually log into blog n update it:)

how hv u been?

i kind of bz nowadays...
gt alot of tings to do abt np...

tdy wen to marina barrge...ppl doin charity work...my sis one of them thr...
so we went thr to support her...

wow her frend reli click of well w my fam.i tot she was malay but realise not

she first outsider to actualyy kacau my dad...which make her a standout...

we sent her hm n yeah all the way to her hse she was like disturbin us:0cute

eat outside again cuz mum nv cook n yea thats it:)

first np training

hello:)

TODAY THOUGHT GO MOSQUE LATE
but was lucky it started late:))

yrah right after that when back bowen to take care of stuff...

hmm at first got to take care of sec1 since rox late but ya didnt tlk to sec1 instead leave them to shar n so i wen to sec 2...hmm...wat cn i say...their attitude is reli good...
standard not thr yet but hapi still s tis is after all the first day

then go hy hse to get the papers...th alot hy:)))

go hm..v tired..actually slept whole journey...
wen i was goin to alight i look at tis two couple right bside the door...ok they were like making out...i still feel slpy UNTIL the gal raise her hand!damn!
i so sori to gals if tis is a sensitive issue but that gal didnt shave her armpit hair!come on!u wearin tank top n nv shave!
ok to gv her sumtin at least it wasnt tat long but ya its kind of...disgusting?
but it woke me up though:)

yeah!thx dad mum

hello!

dad n mum bought me a laptop...notebook?kind of big...

but anw...yah im hapi:)

ytd me,hy,kumar,ben n vellan met up to tlk more on courses...yeah play soccer n twister too:))))

hmm...me n shazli will go for n saf tlk...should i join?hmm...

yeha!bye love you!

special indeed

heyo:)

today...im very tired...n slpy now...but will tell u a little of wat had hapen.

we came at 8 n fall in at 830...we draw dummy rifle n started practicing...soon my back ache,heel hurt n for the first time my shoulder aches too!

hmm soon we gt to eat lunch...wasnt v nice n the mood is not nice too.ppl r swearin here n thr.i too got a little bad mood...

after eatin we got to slack...i tink...is it?...hmm but yeah we got to slack for one hr?

bla bla...parade...real one start...

cn i say we improve?....hmm....

picture takin was a little...borin?cuz we didnt reli hv our cam w us...

hehe i got to take w r.p.c(reserve parade comander)and S.C.I joleen...
n of course JIA MIN:)i waqs the last to change from number one to half u cuz i wan take pic...the c.i n s.c.i ''asked'' me if im goin for npap...i ans them...kind of frankly that i woud c first...considerin...n they gv me that,"wat c first u better come!"

i like y me...hehe i kembang when they say"cuz u gt lots of potential":)

o shit monday comin...pray 4 me!

haix last day of trainin for special parade...special indeed

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heyyo

arh...its a chore now to update blog...

i kind of bz...either np,helpin ppl out or just bz ''restin''

anw...i wen to my lil sis sch today...n im like..wtf!their skirt is so tight n short!n the the damn d.m was goin on n on abt how they r strict w the attire n discipline!O.O

aiyo...

ok tmr goin bowen...s alumni.wat wud it feel like?that time wen i came back i feel kind of weird...thr was nobody arnd except np ppl hu seems not to want c me n thr...but ya the aunties thr were nice.they were eatin their lunch n wen i came in all of them wen a ah boy!How r u?,,,stuff like that...hmm love it to look at them smilin like that